Hey, Happy 19th Birthday to you.
We used to spend all our times together, we used to do shit stuff together, we used to share everything together, we used to laugh together, we used to talk to each other, we used to hug each other goodbye, we used to write each other letters, we used to be dar, we used to.. we used to.. We used to be the best of the best. What about now?
Even though we are no longer friends, I still hope that someday miracle will happen and we will become friends again, we doesn't need to be as close as the past. Just normal friend will do... Sometime I hope time would turn back so I will be able to change some thing.
It's just so saddening when I read back both of our letters, "we will be dar forever" "I will be there for you always" "our friendship will last forever" "we will overcome any obstacles together" but I was so wrong the day our friendship broke apart. I get to realise how friends turn into enemy within a very short time. Yes, I blame nobody for things to happened because I was the one who ruin it.
I miss you, I miss our friendship, I miss is and I miss the "me" who's in the friendship. You taught me that someone will always be there for you no matter what. You taught me that best friend do silly stuff together like taking out our pinnafold and just wearing the blouse and shorts.
