somewhere in July, we got to know each other through Yonghong
06.08.11- your 17th and the first time we ever talk, added each other on bbm
23.12.11- you came to wm to find me and it's the last time we talked
22.01.12- my 18th and you wished me
12.05.12- I saw you holding her hand and walk pass me
02.03.13- we contacted each other again
10.05.13- the first time in my life I got to hug you after knowing you for 3 years
11.05.13- the first I received your forehead kiss and I confessed to you, again
12.05.13- the first time I went up to your house
14.05.13- the first time we went home tgt from school
15.05.13- the first time I officially hang out with you and your friends
17.05.13- the first time I went out with you and co as your girl
18.05.13- the day we actually got together
28.05.13- our first official date
04.06.13- the first time we got the study tgt
09.06.13- the first time we slacked until 4am in the morning
24.06.13- went back to where we first met and relieved the good memories
07.07.13- for the first time, you said you misses me and want to spend more time with me
11.07.13- the very first time you said you love me
27.07.13- the first time you went out with my parents
30.07.13- you said you will always be there for me and I can fall back on you
04.08-13- your 19th birthday celebration
06.08-13- your 19th, went to Shangrila for dinner. bought you the April77 you wanted all along, and everything you love
22.08.13- went down to hillview from changi just to pass you drinks
28.08.13- zoo and river safari together after asking you for long
29.08.13- the first time we parted for 883.83miles
01.09.13- you came back from +66 and immediately meet me
02.09.13- the first day of your intern and I sent breakie all the way down at 7am
09.09.13- favourite day spent with favourite boy
16.09.13- you passed your TP and I'm your first official passenger
20.09.13- you sent me off, the 2nd time we parted as I went South Africa
28.09.13- touched down and you came over to find me straight
29.09.13- prawning and star gazing with you for the first time
06.10.13- back to the airport to send your parents off
09.10.13- our 2nd huge fight, waited for you for 2hours and you gave me a double heart necklace
02.11.13- you surprised me with pepero
10.11.13- our third huge fight, waited for you for 2hours, begged you to take me back and even kneel down. you ignored me for 3 days
12.11.13- back together again
25.12.13- xmas and you don't even want to meet me just bc we fought
31.12.13- our 4th huge fight
03.01.14- after not talking for days, you came over and find me from zouk
05.01.14- you scolded me for being so drunk and you compared me with other girls for the first time
11.01.14- you told me we shouldn't meet that often anymore
22.01.14- my 20th, buffet dinner with you a watch from you
03.02.14- realized I'm never your plus one, our 5th huge fight and you compared me with other girls again
05.02.14- everything was fine again
14.02.14- first valentine day spent with you
20.02.14- you surprised me with breakie
21.02.14- our 6th huge fight
24.02.14- you blocked me from twitter, insta and whatsapp
27.02.14- we were fine once again
28.02.14- found out that you lied to me yet I just kept quiet
01.03.14- quarrelled and I said sorry for your lies
04.03.14- realized we are drifting away
05.03.14- our last movie together
07.03.14- you told me you love me for the last time
08.03.14- prawning for the last time
09.03.14- our last dinner, last forehead kiss and last meet up
10.03.14- our last quarrel and you are gone forever
12.03.14- waited under your house for 3hours yet in the end I got nothing
18.03.14- cut my hair 8inches shorter bc I said I will if you are gone forever
21.03.14- got a tattoo for you
24.03.14- you scolded me slut and whore, you block me from twitter and insta
26.03.14- you asked all your friends to unfollow me
01.04.14- started my everyday drinking routine
03.04.14- started going to our memory lane
12.04.14- you are the reason for another tattoo
30.04.14- not even 2 months you left, and you are already with another girl
10.05.14- you scolded me bipolar hypocrite and I finally know the reason. realized you had been badmouthing me to other girls of yours
11.05.14- 2 months since you left
18.05.14- our actually first year and I courier things I wanted to give you
05.06.14- found out you are going hk with another girl when we planned to
06.06.14- you went to hk with her for her birthday trip
08.06.14- woke up seeing photos of you and her
it's not even 3months that we broke up, why are you so cruel towards me? less than 2 months and you already found a new girl. you told others we broke up for very long, you bad mouth me and even called me a slut. you asked one of my friend if we are together. why? why do you make me feel so unworthy? and why you are willing to treat her so good?
and why do I still hope for you to be back after all the things you did?
