Lan + Sonar

Touched down in the morning and spent the whole afternoon cuddling and pigging with B :> Headed down to CEC and then to Serangoon. And last minute Sonar plan with the clique :-)

Happy Birthday to the man which I can proudly call my 2nd dad! It's been 6 years since you came into my life. I've never regret joining the basketball team. It's you who taught me how to play basketball from scratch, you made me love basketball and you bring out the best in us. The bond you created for us, it comes with sweat and blood.

Thank you for being my listening ears when I'm down, giving me good advices. Thank you for not giving up on me when I rebel. Thank you for believing in me though I disappoint you in the end and thank you for your undying love. I love you, daddy joe!

4th

Dinner date with B before I fly off to South Africa. Really love time like this bcoz we actually get to spend some 2 people time alone hehe. Head down to somewhere near River Valley and chilled awhile with some beer.

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It's been 4 months, wow time really flies right. I can never imagine how someone like you suddenly become someone so important in my life. From strangers to friends to BFF to someone who mean the world to me. Thank you for everything B!

有时候真的很想留下来 但是不知不觉突然间又想起 “如果这里没有什么人值得我留恋 那么我为什么还要留下呢” 真的很想知道如果有一天我突然间离开 有谁回想我？ 有谁会要我留下呢？ 我很想知道在别人的心目中 我到底值多少 我到底对他们来说有多么重要

对我最重要的人： 你是否会要我为了你留下？ 你是否会要我永远不要离开你？ 有时候我真的很累 我永远都猜不透你的心，猜不透你在想什么 我也很想知道你到底有多么的爱我 为什么每一起我都觉得自己好像在求你？ 我什么我总觉得我永远都不够好，永远都配不上你？

难道我的真心换来了你的不知情，你的欺骗 和你的背叛吗？

Happy girl bcoz B passed his TP and from now onwards, I can cut away my driving license as he will be the one driving me around yayz *dance around, jump around*

Officially the first passenger on B's car after he pass his TP and wanted to head to Henderson Wave but we got lost in between and apple map decided to screw us up while fetching Brenna. Nevertheless, had a gr8 time traveling around Singapore! :>

Zouk + Sonar

09-09-13

Favourite date of the year spend with favourite boy. Fetched B from work and dinner @ Aston. Since I'd been craving for gelato for quite some time, we decided to have it! And bcoz I wna watch the Crane Dance as well as B, we waited 1hour just for that. Initially wanted to spend more time together by taking the bus to his house but in the end we took the wrong bus and made a detour.

B, thank you for being here for me for the past 2 days. Without you here, I don't know how badly I will collapse. Thank you for spending my favourite date as well as this meaningful day with me. Thank you for being here for me without I need you and thank you for showing me that I'm not strong enough and I've to depend on someone which is you. Thank you for everything you did for me. Rest well as you didn't have enough sleep for the past few days. I love you

RIP

Waking up with a piece of bad news isn't good at all. I wish I will never wake up today bcoz someone important to me were gone from my life. Couldn't remember when was the last time I cried so hard. I hate goodbye, really really hate it. But I've no choice but to face it. At least I've learned to cherish everyone around me more...

Thanks B for wanting to come down and find me once I told you abt' it but bcoz I've to be there, I let you waited for me. Thank you for lending me your shoulder to cry on and be there for me when I really need someone. Without you, I think I may just fall apart.

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You are s strong man who battled against lymphoma, needles and chemo. It's cruel that you found out when it's at the 4th stage and life have to be a joke, taking you away from us so fast. I hope you go to a better place, I hope all your pain will be gone. Regretted not spending enough time with you when you are still around... I wish I could ask you to wake up from your sleep when I saw you lying there but I know you are gone from our life forever. Thank you for doting me the most when I was young, telling me funny stuff. Things will never be the same without you again. 安心上路吧, 舅舅

Playhouse + Sonar

Last minute plan to yolo my Saturday night away! Playhouse and Sonar with my Sot Kias with 1 Belvedere and 4 towers. Hope that I can spend both my next Fri and Sat again with you all

USS w/ sista4lyfe

Been so long since I'd been to USS so here's a planned trip with Huimin and this is the 3rd time we are seeing each other. Thanks to B I got my tix at $51 :> Though the weather isn't to our favor but really had a great time inside. 

Dinner with B after that. Though things were super cold between us but luckily I managed to break the ice between us. I'm sorry :-(

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Yay, B's back from Bangkok like finally. Happy to see him even though it's just 2 hours only. So that's all he got for me and Bobbi Brown concealer from DFS :-)

Anyway I'm someone who think that it's important to use a make up brand that's healthy for the skin. It doesn't have to be expensive too. For me, the preferable brand is MAC. I'd been using this brand even since I know how to make up when I was 17. The price range for MAC is still affordable and I love cream product compare to powder product bcoz firstly the lift span is 12months/24months. And at the rate I'm using, I guess after 24months I still can't finish it. Secondly, I feel that it stay longer on my face and it's easier to apply. I'm someone who doesn't have the habit of using eyeshadow and I don't like thick make up too as it make me feel that my face is very heavy.

And recently, I made a bold decision to try out MakeUp Forever, ELF as well as Benefits and Bobbi Brown which I get got it today. Some day I really wish I can try out bareMinerals too as their make up is way too expensive for me... 

For lazy people like me, I'd been owning my set of MAC brushes since 17 as well as some misc ELF and Bobbi Brown brushes. I don't have the habit to use my fingers to apply my make up as I'm impatience to use the tapping method to blend well so my brushes are very important to me. There's definitely pros and cons about using brushes. I wash my brushes either every 2weeks/month depending on my usage of the brushes. 

FYI, I only put on make up when I'm going club, dinner or event. Even when I head down to town, the most I go will be eyeliner. I feel that eyebrows are the most important features on the face so I always darken my brows whenever I head out be it in school or what.

And for my skin care product, I'd been using Neutrogena all along. And I can't wait to try out my bareMinerals product after using my current one. I always wanted to try out bareMinerals bcoz I read the review and everyone was saying how good it is, etc. So I grab my chance when Sephora had 50% for bareMinerals. 

P/S: I bought 70% of my make ups from DFS bcoz I travel every year and I take super longer to finish it. I also have make up ranging from Compact Powder, Loose Powder, Liquid Foundation, Pencil Eyeliner, Liquid Eyeliner, Gel Eyeliner, Mascara, Bronzer, Brightener, Pore Minimizer, Blusher, Cheek Stain, Concealer.

Hehe, this post sounds like I'm some very very vain girl but in actual fact I'm not at all :-)

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You are gna be back in less than 24hours! Can't wait for that, it's been days since I last saw you and when your intern start we gna see each other lesser too. Don't worry, I will do anything not to let both of us drift away. Come back here...