I just can't a place to rant or even someone to rant to... So I shall rant here.
What am I expecting? Birthday used to be my favourite day every single year but recently I'm hating it because it's the day when I know who truly care and who truly don't. Being through fuck up birthdays previously and it made me hope that my birthday will never come as I don't want to have those shitty feelings again. Feel so stupid setting "Wonderful &surprised 19th" as one of my resolution. I know it will never happen.
Birthday just make me sad because no one ever care and I'm never important.
