Turning 19th in 15 more days. I guess I expect nothing. The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment yeah?
For the past 18years, I'd been helping people to plan for their birthday, helping people to celebrate theirs, showering people with gifts. When it comes to mine, nobody care. Nobody ever bother about my birthday, nobody ever thought of celebrating with me. It's not that I'm concern about the gifts. What I mean was why can't people spare out some of their time for me?
I'm so tired of all these shit. Maybe I never mean anything in anyone life. It's always people over me but never me over people...
