Stay

I'm sick of pretending something I'm not. I'm sick of pretending I'm fine. I always think too highly of myself that I can handle every single thing but I was so wrong. I couldn't, I can't even save myself when the world came crumbling down. I succeed in convincing myself that I'm fine really but how long am I going to stay this way?

I'm not as strong as you think I am. I'm not as happy as you think I am. Sometimes I'm wondering whether if I really deserve to be so upset and why my world always crumble down. But that's my life, that's my fate that I can't escape right?

Too much thoughts that can't be convey into words and too much thoughts that I don't even have the guts to express myself.

I just want to drop everything and leave