so much things happened and I wish you will be here for me but I came to a realisation that I'm no longer the girl you will be there for anymore. I need to stay strong and I know I will be strong enough for everything bc I'm handling every single thing alone
just one more day to the big day I've been waiting for. I can't wait to kill myself completely bc that's the only way for me to move on with my life. I can never move on in my heart but the least I should do is to move on with my life and lead a better life with the 5years plan I had
I came to a point where I just push people away bc I'm afraid they will tear down everything and break me apart again. I'm better off alone if it's without you in my life
