Advance 19th (l)

Yay, thanks my favourite girls, Jesphne Jasmine and Diyanah for my surprise celebration. This should be my far best birthday ever :-) Meet Jasmine at Cck and she told me she's meeting some friend at Woodlands and we travel there. She blindfolded me and asked me to listen to music so that I couldn't see or hear anything else. Then they brought me to Sakura Buffet @ Admiralty Park. And Jesphne, Diyanah appeared.  Really appreciate what you all had done for me even though it's very "small" celebration. I love you a lot muacks. *-

 

Jay Chou's 34th

周董 生日快乐 希望你快点来新加坡开演唱会！我爱你

Jumpstart Challenge

Hi I'd accomplished my 8hours of Idea Jumpstart challenging and today it's about recycling so tada, my group came out with this cute mobilise robot recycling bin which goes around asking people to recycle their product and also, it has a censor.

From week 1 until now, my groups had always stuck on the "why why why" technique and it pisses us off every single time. There's no exception for today too! And thanks to Weirong, Jasmine and M for helping us out a little, contributing some of the ideas. :-)

Rants

I just can't a place to rant or even someone to rant to... So I shall rant here.

What am I expecting? Birthday used to be my favourite day every single year but recently I'm hating it because it's the day when I know who truly care and who truly don't. Being through fuck up birthdays previously and it made me hope that my birthday will never come as I don't want to have those shitty feelings again. Feel so stupid setting "Wonderful &surprised 19th" as one of my resolution. I know it will never happen.

Birthday just make me sad because no one ever care and I'm never important.

Chalet

Attended last week birthday chalet. Yay, it's to celebrate Me, Cheryl, Jasmine and Edmund birthday. I had a great time there because there's a lot of nice foodie. :-)

Never here

"I'd been lying if I said I don't miss you at all. All these while I'd been missing you."

"I thought you left my mind, I thought you will never appear again but I was wrong. All along you were here, deep down in my heart. The forgotten feelings, the forgotten name and the unwanted thoughts. I never want things to end because you are everything that I ever wanted.

- via thought catalog: The worst thing about love it's when you love someone so much yet you don't know you should give up or holding on... You know it means so much to you yet you are tired of holding on.

And yes, I'm contented after reading thought catalog because it really teaches me many stuffs

Turning 19th in 15 more days. I guess I expect nothing. The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment yeah?

For the past 18years, I'd been helping people to plan for their birthday, helping people to celebrate theirs, showering people with gifts. When it comes to mine, nobody care. Nobody ever bother about my birthday, nobody ever thought of celebrating with me. It's not that I'm concern about the gifts. What I mean was why can't people spare out some of their time for me?

I'm so tired of all these shit. Maybe I never mean anything in anyone life. It's always people over me but never me over people...

School Reopen

First lesson of the year were so dry. I mean like it's physics. You know physics will never be interesting but still I managed to get pass today! Today isn't a good day. I don't know why I can never be good at math or even master it. It's like once I master one topic, the other one will be hard. I hate school. It's just making me feel more demoralized than anything else.

Le sigh :/ Back to shitty reality, more extra math lessons for me... But I've so many things to look forward to during the long semester break! :-D My BKK shopping spree trip, chalet in next week as well as my birthday in next three weeks.

Page 1

Summary of chapter 2013 page 1 :-) Had steamboat earlier on the eve with 'em and rushed down to Clarke Quay hopefully to catch the fireworks. However in the end, we only saw half of it as the building was blocking us... Then drinking session at Riverside Point. So happy that it's a new year and definitely a new beginning for me. And I'm turning 19... :-(

two-oh-one-three

OOO-HAI-YOOOO!!! Hello, it's been a year. Hehe, joking. Happy New Year first of all :-) As usual, I'm a greedy girl with many many resolutions. I'm turning 19 this year hooray. And there's so many things to look forward to this year like mua BKK trip in April and my Sydney/Taiwan trip in don't know when. Omg, this is gonna be exciting!!! Anyway, 21 more days to mua 19th!!

Oh well, here's my resolutions:

1. Be a better daughter
2. Be a better friends
3. Meet more new friends, socialise
4. Wonderful &surprised 19th :-)
5. GPA 4!!!!
6. Mean something in someone life
7. Prettier, cuter and richer (duh-.-)
8. Tour around USA
9. Grow taller (I know it's hard)
10. Sprint faster, able to join team Ngee Ann for POL-ITE &IVP.
11. Win something for muaself in track :-D
12. Eat more nice and cheap food muahahaha

Goodbye 2012. You had been a wonderful year for me but I'm hoping for a better one still.

With love, Me

2012

As usual, I'm gonna sum up my 2012! In this year, I'm 18 this year. I can say 18 is the age where you started to spend alot money. It's where you start to club and drink all these. I done my 4th and 5th tattoos as well. I guess this year it's the year I travelled more than once haha. I went bkk twice, Malaysia as well as Indonesia! Most importantly, I travelled with my friends for the first time :-D The most steady person I ever met int life definitely is Jasmine -*

Started my Poly life in Ngee Ann also. I met wonderful friends! Like Jasmine Piong/Tan, Jesphne, Diyanah as well as my T1M5! :-) Thanks for making my freshie year wonderful. I cca-hop from basketball to track. And this year, I left basketball or should I say basketball officially left my life.

I got my driving license this year within the span of 5months. So glad :-D Though its been a hard year for me but there's still good stuffs! Wonderful people made my life definitely! And there's new people in my life like Cheryl, Suann and Xizhi. So bliss to have every single one of you in my life.

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Piong- Thanks for being there despite me being irritating towards you most of the time. And thanks for accompany me when I'm being left alone and also, being the most steady person in my life. Despite all the last minute decision I made, you still support me. And also, hearing me out when I'm feeling troubled xoxo

Monkey- Hello monkey! Surprised that you are being named here? :-) Well, thanks for being so naise towards me even though sometimes you ignore me :-p Without you, I would have one lesser person to talk to me everytime. Even though all the outings we planned ended up failed, I'm sure there's one which will succeed! See you later on ;-) Muacks xoxo

Bff/Hubz- Hello my dearest baby love. Even though we seldom meet up but I'm glad that we never ran out of topic to talk about. Thanks for being there for me ever since 2009 and remember we were once enemy? Hehe I will never forget how we became friends and close. Xoxo

Garfield- I guess it's been months since we last met but I will never forget you.

Usual Love- Hello hello!!! Thanks for being there and I'm glad we are still as one after we graduated from Jws. You all are the only close friends I left after I graduated. I cherished every single moments I had with you even though we seldom meet up xoxo

Steamboat

Awesome day out with the awesome people! Start off my day at Comcentre. For those who are close to me will definitely know my iPhone 5 had been experiencing some issue with the lock button. So, now I have to wait for Apple's reply whether they are willing to waive off the cosmetic damage charges. 

Next up, I bought an ultra cute phone cover for my iPhone which is Hello Kitty one :-) Ion for some Royce Shopping Spree! I swear it produced the best chocolate ever! Meet up with the rest and bugis for steamboat and gift exchange after that. So blissful to have all of them in mua life. Can't wait for our chalet in January! :-D

People that I hate most

Type 1: Egoistic It's the 21st century already and why be egoistic? Nobody gonna like you and no one owns you a living. So get a life and start thinking for others instead of you winning in every single things.

Type 2: Last minute If you gonna make some last minute decision, don't be mad when someone can't make it or disagree with it because the fault lies in you for not saying it beforehand.

Type 3: Silent mugger Stop telling everyone that you didn't study for the test and you scored higher than anyone. It doesn't kill you while you admit for studying. No one will blame you for that. It's how funny there's definitely a silent mugger in every class

Type 4: Typical xmm Hello, don't act like a bee or what following a guy wherever they are or even so, being there when there's a group of guy. Shame on you, grow some backbone pls. And even though I started smoking when I'm underage, however I don't support one. If you are not of age, don't smoke. If you don't have enough money to buy a pack, don't smoke.

Merry X'mas

Mua first post about x'mas in this year. This year is like no other, drinking and chilling out. My 18th year of x'mas and up till now I still have the kid's mentality that I want x'mas prezzie every year.

Dear Santa, I'd been a good girl this year, can I have my x'mas prezzie? :-D

Legend

Oh well, I'm a legend because I survived yesterday. Truth is no one will get to know when's the actual doomsday. So live your life like it's the last! Spent my so called "last day on earth" at Malaysia.

Got myself loots from F.O.S as well as cheap manicure and pedicure at RM156 inclusive of leg mask, spa and gelish. I can say Singapore charge the same as them or more if you are gonna do this and that. Great day spent and we were discussing about BKK over there when it's like 3months more to go?

Speaking of BKK make me so excited right now. Can't wait to go shopping sprees again, bringing back 10kg or more worth of clothing and most importantly, cheap splurge! I couldn't imagine how the hell I managed to bring back a bag worth of 9kg ++ of clothing the previous time I went. It's like I just buy without any consideration. But hey, where can you find such cheap deal uh.

X'mas in 3 days time and where's my secret santa!? Anyway I think I got this weird buys for nail varnish. Recently I bought O.P.I polish reviver, model owns nail polish, luminous nail polish as well as some weird 60 colours 2 ways brush polish. Omg, I can't wait to receive all my parcels hopefully before x'mas so I can comfort myself there's secret santa.

My journey ends here

*WARNING: THIS GONNA BE AN EMOTIONAL POST*

Today mark the end of my basketball journey as well as u18 milo cup. Up till now I couldn't figure out the actual reason why I stop playing basketball. What I miss most was the spirit of team jws. In this team, I learned how to play basketball, I found wonderful friends as well as teammates. They are actually the one that made my secondary school life exciting and wonderful. In the past I would always wonder how life would be without them. Honestly it sucks because no one can replace them in my heart. After graduated, we slowly grew apart and that's broke my heart the most. We don't spend every day like we used to anymore. Honestly, I miss the team.

When I reach Poly, I grew ambitious. I wanted something more so I left the team myself. Every steps I made I know I wouldn't regret because I'd so much memories in it. Basketball is not just an ordinary orange ball. To me, it brings me and my teammates together. Bond us together and well, it actually made me teared.

Thanks so much for all the memories. Keong, Germ, Gaomei, Bird, Xiaoqiu you all are the bestest friends I ever had in the team as well as my first friend in the team. I love every single one in the team.

Pain = Pleasure

Did I mention I'd add on to my tattoo collections? Got my 4th and 5th tattoo @ Steelheart and I swear this artist is fucking good unlike my previous one. And I swear my previous tattoos are fugly as it fade and smudge. Oh god.

Post Exam Activity

Town with Jasmine right after PMA paper. Been so long since I dress up and doll myself up because you know, I'm too lazy to do that when I've school and I find it no point too.