Tuesday, April 15

D-35: bc the heart is slowly dying

counting down to the days of closure made my heart ache. this isn't what I want after all. all I ever wanted was to stay by your side and be there for you all the times but if someone else can take care of you better than me then ...

pasting the Polaroids one by one is like my heart started to break piece by piece... I don't know if it's the right choice but still, I will love you and miss you even more until D-0

you are the reason why I want to take up the job offers and you are also the reason why I don't. you are the only one on the world that I 放不下 and 舍不得 but then you also made me want to run away from all these reality. I know this is contradicting

I know I'm dirt worthless to you but I hope you will ask me to stay...